Why are we here? Haven't we all pondered that question? Of course we have. But what I'm not going to do is give you the answer. Why, you ask? Because the answer is very complex and different for each of us. I know why I'm here. I'm here to SERVE the Lord and CONSISTENTLY follow GOD's will for my life. Once I sucked it up, and quit being selfish and totally surrendered to Him, everything finally changed for me. But it certainly wasn't over night. It has taken over 40 years of constant prayer and meditation. I would train myself, by saying "mother may I" when reaching for a cigarette or even changing the radio station. What we have to accept is God is in control of everything. And when we try to take the wheel and make our own decisions, shit hits the fan.

Although, things can jam the fan up even when you follow your gut. For instance. I finally told the cops about my father raping me, and my mother ( who let it go on and was protecting herself) Told them I was manic. Then, they turned on me and 4 large male New Castle County Police Officers, beat me within an inch of my life. I actually think I died that evening. At one point I hit my head and saw the "light".

That's enough sharing for now. GOD BLESS, I LOVE YOU!

Ad blocker interference detected!

Wikia is a free-to-use site that makes money from advertising. We have a modified experience for viewers using ad blockers

Wikia is not accessible if you’ve made further modifications. Remove the custom ad blocker rule(s) and the page will load as expected.